had a bad day again

i woke up showered and all.

went down for breakfast.

shouting. non-stop. for twenty minutes. i chew resolutely at my sandwhich. but eventually, nothing goes down and i stop at less than 50%.

i don't blame her for all the ranting and scolding. i deserve it. but right here, right now, its the last thing i need.

okay that was hours ago.

i just had dinner. she was berating me again. i'm fed up.

ooh and some people's powers of organisation are.. shockingly inadequate. it's causing me undue stress. and as my mom rightly said, you got yourself into all of this. i'm an idiot. i let myself get used to so easily.