home

Whenever I am feeling low
I look around me and I know
There's a place that will stay within me
Wherever I may choose to go

...

This is home truly, where I know I must be
Where my dreams wait for me, where that river always flows
This is home surely, as my senses tell me
This is where I won't be alone, for this is where I know it's home

it's all a terrible lie. how can you call a place home if you are terrified to return to it everyday. is home a place where you don't utter a single word? is it where you're supposed to feel the lowest? the worst?

i'm scared.