better man. hopefully

i think

it's time to become a better person.

time to move away from all this negativity. to look forward and leave the past where it is - behind.

and i reasoned, that even if my own life is unbearable, tough. it doesn't mean that i can't be a nice person. someone who cares about others.
actually, just to distract myself from the inner turmoil, i guess i ought to channel the hurt to better purposes. perhaps to make sure that pple out there aren't experiencing the same kind of pain in greater or lesser degree.

its time for change.