asymptote

^%$&

stupid asymptote. so so so close to perfection.. so close to something undefined! oh the dramatic irony... ah!

i suppose i did okay for the exams. honestly felt i probably could have got like maybe a couple marks more here and there for higher chinese, chem, physics, math. ah well. and don't even mention lang arts.

i didn't think i'd be able to break 80% average but well, 82%. i dunno.. ah well. i could have got 84%. but i shan't sulk over it but that also means i shan't be content with myself. there's room for improvement.

i don't think i'll forget the exhaustion of the exertions from preparing for these exams. never again. no more starting to study 1 week before exams. no.

i suppose i ought to be happy. but i'm not. you know something's wrong if you're just sitting there playing comp for the whole day. it's bad. i've got to look for that human part in me. do things i used to do. lived the life i used to live.

i don't think my heart can take much more