fair game

life is totally, absolutely fair. i've been showered with blessings. with luck and fortune. with success in certain areas. but in some others, well, i just get slapped across the face time and again.

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed

tomorrow, i face 750 students. i do what i've haven't been able to do the past 6 months. to face my fears.

the emotional beating isn't helping.