awkward silence

the flu is going around. i hate runny noses. add the sinus and i always end up with sore throat. which sucks really. spam lozenges.

and of course, after cheering today.. ah well. by God's grace, we pulled through and now we have a holiday to look forward to lol.

after so long, nothing's changed. i dunno if it's the same for you. wondering what you're thinking. what you're feeling.

can't find the courage to say it.