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Friday, February 18, 2005

another day
look back over your shoulder
into that mirror
deep into those pupils
reflections
endless emotional eruptions
agonising abyss
lost soul
crushed spirit
desperation, doubt and despair
impossible to bear
does anyone care?

Sunday, February 13, 2005

had some funny train of thought bout painful winter and autumn. falling leaves. something like that. but i can't remember. i think i once said the winds of time can erase footprints in the sand. but if you think of it from the perspective of autumn, the winds just serve to rake up the fallen leaves. dead leaves. well anyway, more lyrics.

Who I Am
Smile Empty Soul

Another night again
Another journey without friends
Another fight to wish away the loneliness I live

Another circus show
Another face that I don�t know
Another night of people asking what I have to give

I thought that I would drown
But it�s okay right now

And all the miles away I feel a part of me I have to fight
Buried somewhere deep beneath my skin
The emptiness in me is faded
And I can see my life is waiting
Now I know I�m living for who I am

The fire grows inside
The feeling cannot be denied
And everywhere I turn the size of guys they push me

And all has fallen down
But it�s okay right now

And all the miles away I feel a part of me I have to fight
Buried somewhere deep beneath my skin
The emptiness in me is faded
And I can see my life is waiting
Now I know I�m living for who I am

And everything seems great and everyone is fake
No one really knows you
Look into their eyes
Rip off your disguise
Let them see the real you

And all the miles away I feel a part of me I have to fight
Buried somewhere deep beneath my skin
The emptiness in me is faded
And I can see my life is waiting
Now I know I�m living for who I am