=)

i'm happy =D

yay! XD

awkward silence

the flu is going around. i hate runny noses. add the sinus and i always end up with sore throat. which sucks really. spam lozenges.

and of course, after cheering today.. ah well. by God's grace, we pulled through and now we have a holiday to look forward to lol.

after so long, nothing's changed. i dunno if it's the same for you. wondering what you're thinking. what you're feeling.

can't find the courage to say it.

from the outside looking in

it scares me.
i don't even want to contemplate it.
the fact that there is even a possibility that it's true.. terrifies me.

the subconcious is a dangerous thing.
i just hope i'm not everything i resent.

i dread the thought.

save me from this place

something to hold on to

tried so hard to be someone
that you forgot who you are

tried to fill some emptiness
till all you had spilled over

now everything's so far away
that you don't know where you are