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I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

sitting here this late. just thinking, thinking about nothing really. and i guess that's the sad part isn't it? everything flies by so quickly in a flash of blinding white light that i really can't remember how and why i'm here today.

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

it's crazy. the myriad of experiences. just trying to stare back down that kaleidoscope. it's tough. can't recall things you want to remember. can't forget things you don't want to recall.

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

everybody's changing. but some things just never change.

I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

time stands still. where is everybody? i'm bored, i'm tired, exams are over and this couldn't get any worse. or could it?

if anything, i've learnt to expect the unexpected.

dotz..

some pple are just way slow... unbelievable.. in fact, it's downright disgusting. i don't really take offence no matter what pple say.. i'm just too used to it.. but some pple really.. go too far. haha. it's amusing. but well. it's sad too.

ladida..

went out today. for the first time in way too long. somehow, they're now really stringent in their checking of age for movies.. we got sent away at two cinemas today.. so lame.. i mean.. what difference would a few months make..

ended up playing pool for an hour. then walked around ps.. boring really..

aem and iso is starting to get on my nerves.. it's terribly unfair.