been ages since i last blogged. it really is time to get to grips with life. where has mun the mugger gone? the focussed self disciplined child? lost one year ago. but it's okay. i'm determined to find him again.

for starters, i've been spending quality time with my family this whole week. no heated arguments or major altercrations for a whole week which must have been my single greatest achievment in some time. actually decided i'd go out with... no it's not just any girl.. i went out to have a nice meal with my mom. yes. my mom. certain teachers have also seemed to be nicer this week somehow. haha.

common tests are 4 weeks away. time to sit down and focus. concentrate on the task ahead. i'm glad i've cut my messaging down to only 500 the last month. its time to find that old self back. no more messaging while studying. no more fooling around. that grade 7 average is within my reach if i put my heart to it. time to do more extended reading. time to start enriching myself once again. time to stop stagnating and rotting away.

about time.

most uneventful april fools ever. well, on hindsight, nothing could match last year's.

i'm disappointed. what's the point of going on. only sec 4 to turn up. no offence to sec 2s, but their not up to standard. simple as that. i try my best as captain but its obvious some pple think its all a joke. just for fun rite? its just a game right? i don't think you should be in the team if you're not committed. and right now, i'm wondering wth i'm still doing hanging around. everything has expiry dates. my closer friends would have heard me say that before. i think its time i moved on. start a club or something. makes more sense then running till i drop only to get drubbed.