pretty much wasted my whole holiday. dunno why the heck we're studying philosophy. it can be interesting, but when you want us to virtually write a compact thesis on it... i think that's going way too far for a secondary school kid. i mean, its as if my childhood isn't dead enough...

i really should have taken this holiday to have a good long sleep, but guess what i did? i stayed up till 1 + am chatting. ended up waking up at 9 in the morning. probably wouldn't even have woken up if not for my mom shouting her head off at my sis once again. dunno when my mom will ever learn to control her temper and forget what's in the past. sighz

anyway, looking forward to prefects' selection camp this coming monday and tuesday. in fact, i'm really looking forward to my haircut on sunday. my sideburns are starting to irritate me already.

What a sad life i live. if not for a couple of real friends out there, i think i'd be a loner, disconnected from the world out there. wadeva. i dunno what i'm saying


Neutral:
Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you'll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.



What color do you see the world in?
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what a weird day...

school ended like super late compared to other schools :(

On a happier note, our class won top prize for Project 118 Average Class Collection per student, with $457. [which is less than half of Dr.Ong's $1000 target]... anyway, each of us [our class that is] got a nice parker pen [actually it isn't that nice, but anyway, better than nothing].

By the time i had finished running around giving out presents and handing in homework, it was 1240. mich asked if i wanted to go out but i decided i had too much homework to do.. so i went home instead.

[1pm]Lo and behold, there was no one at home, and i didn't have the keys. I gave my mom a call and she said they wouldn't be back till 230!!!! after relieving myself of swear words in 4 different languages, i dumped my bag and file over the gate and walked all the way to Macs to have lunch and waste away the time.

As it turned out, i finished my double cheese upsized meal in 10 minutes and read through the entire new paper in another 10 minutes. i stoned until 2pm and decided to start walking home. Despite taking the smallest of steps and virtually walking in circles, i got home by 215.

while climbing over the stupid gate, i managed to turn my hands and berms all full of white paint bits. gah. i grabbed the green chair outside the house and sat in the shade of the huge tall marble pillar. and somehow, i managed to fall asleep for 20 minutes or so.

as i have already told some pple, poor me sat there melting in the heat and no one turned up till 315pm. sighz... i think i shall get a set of keys from my mom later.

free enneagram test

atmosphere at home is pretty gloomy...

my sis screwed up her prelims. and as expected, my mom isn't in the best of moods. i mean, what can you expect when you get less than 80% for ENGLISH!!!! and Science!... in PRIMARY SCHOOL!!!

sighz...

"Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. It was here first!"

these couple of days, i've been thinking... how have i changed from past years? Why am i 'slacking'? never in the mood to do work? without motivation? Why am i procrastinating?

I've been blaming it on IB... increased workload.. more commitments, more stress etc. but the more i thought about it last night, the more i realise that it all boils down to one word. No, its not TIME, as many of my classmates out there would like to think it is... its ME. Where has my self-discipline gone? Where is my inner-drive and constant self-motivation to succeed? I'm going to have to take a good long look at myself this September break. The to-do list has never been this long... the homework pile never this high. But i'm just gonna have to get over this mountain i created for myself.

"Mastering others is strength. Mastering yourself is true power."

My family! A bit blur coz my maid couldn't keep her hand steady... 

My Mom and the beautiful cake i bought for her from Baker's Inn! 

My mom's birthday today! Went out for dinner last night and i bought her a new swatch watch.

Had hockey match yesterday too. We lost 5-3.. sighz.

Need a hair cut.. but don't have the time. Can't believe my hair grows so fast! It's only been 3 weeks...