I dunno how to input chinese characters but anyway.. i thought the lyrics seemed so meaningful.. so appropriate to me right now..

Jie Kou by Jay Chou


fan zhe wo men de zhao pian / xiang nian ruo yin ruo xian
Flipping through our photographs, thoughts of [you] are visible yet invisible

qu nian de dong tian / wo men xiao de hen tian
Last year's winter, we laughed very sweetly

kan zhe ni ku qi de lian / dui zhe wo shuo zai jian
Watching your tearstained face, telling me goodbye

lai bu ji ting jian / ni yi zou de hen yuan
[I] have yet to hear it when you've already walked so far

ye xu ni yi jing fang qi wo / ye xu yi jing hen nan hui tou
Perhaps you have already given up on me, perhaps it is already very difficult to turn back

wo zhi dao shi zi ji cuo guo / qing zai gei wo yi ge li you shuo ni bu ai wo
I know it's all my fault, please give me another reason, say you don't love me



jiu suan shi wo bu dong / neng bu neng yuan liang wo
Even if I don't understand, can [you] forgive me?

qing bu yao ba fen shou dang zuo ni de qing qiu
Please don't use parting (breakup) as your request

wo zhi dao jian chi yao zou / shi ni shou shang de jie kou
I know wanting to go is your wound's excuse

qing ni hui tou / wo hui pei ni yi zhi zou dao zui hou
[Can] you please turn back, I will accompany you until the very end



jiu suan mei you jie guo / wo ye neng go cheng shou
Even if there is no conclusion, I can still endure

wo zhi dao ni de tong / shi wo gei de cheng nuo
I know your pain is the promise I gave

ni shuo gei guo wo zong rong / chen mo shi yin wei bao rong
You said [you] gave me tolerance, and silence was because of acceptance

ru guo yao zou / qing ni ji de wo / ru guo nan guo / qing ni wang le wo
If [you] want to go, please remember me, if [you] feel sad, please forget me


The Full Lyrics of the Song in Chinese.. Amazingly, the site was last updated on my birthday

all my fears have been confirmed.

but i thank thee oh God for guiding me through this ordeal.

it's taught me many lessons in life.

many things i still do not understand.

how can pple's feelings change so quickly.. within the space of a week.

hope and despair. exasperation. sadness. unhappiness. all these many intangibles have enveloped me in the pass week.

i'm just glad that it's finally all off my chest.

it's over. at least for now. i'm sad. but i'm glad too.

i thank the Lord God almighty once again for giving me this enriching experience. You oh Lord know what is right for me. You are here to guide me and make my paths straight. You alone know what is good for me and I trust that all that has come to pass is Your will and is for my good. I thank You also for her. Things may not have turned out as i would have liked it, but she has been great throughout and I just hope that she will remain my friend as before. Most of all Lord, i thank You for showering me with your mercies, new every morning, that You my omnipresent God are always here to guide my hand and steady my ship. I thank thee for the Closure to this matter. Truely, Amen.

if you ever read this.

i'm sorry.

i hope what you said last sunday still holds true.

i hope your feelings haven't changed.

hope is all i'm clinging on to.


Seasons in the Sun by Westlife

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Goodbye Michelle my little one
You gave me love and helped me find the sun
And every time that I was down
You would always come around
And get my feet back on the ground

Goodbye Michelle it's hard to die
When all the birds are singing in the sky
Now that the spring is in the air
With the flowers everywhere
I wish that we could both be there

We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the hills that we climbed were just seasons out of time
We had joy we had fun we had seasons in the sun
But the wine and the song like the seasons have all gone