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what a whacky day.. 5 plus hours of service, faults, slices.. i'm burnt.

spare a thought

i hate it when people contrive to spoil my day.

faceless

What's behind that masquerade?

i'm searching for a new identity.

i'm not unhappy. i'm not wallowing in self pity.

i'm just trying to re-discover myself.

thanks for all the concern, sincere or otherwise, anyway.

mmhmm

i'm drinking a glass of bittergourd and green apple juice.
it encapsulates my mood right now. bittersweet.

i was supposed to have started work about half an hour ago. but naturally i haven't.

my room's a mess. my life's a mess.

its all been so different. there's no longer someone or something i can turn to. nothing i can find solace in. playing the piano doesn't seem enjoyable anymore. reading books ain't fun anymore. going out with friends is almost an ordeal. i dunno.

i'm messed up and i know its my fault.

in other news, i watched 2046 and A.I. yesterday. 2046 was like so really slow paced.. it was like sucking the life out of me. A.I. on the other hand was kinda deep. Or at least that's how i made it out to be. a young boy in search of love [motherly love in this case]. mmhmm.