i'm still here.

you know, sometimes, it just takes some unfortunate events to let pple realise stuff. ah well.. we all miss things sometimes.

i'm bored. i ought to be studying, but i've got this strange urge to not study at all for common tests and see how much i can get. okay that's plain cockiness. i'm mad.

phenomenology

"I exist and all that is not I is mere phenomenon dissolving into phenomenal connections"

Edmund Husserl

bleargh

common tests are upon us. but guess what? i haven't started studying. it's just plain frightening. the thought of failure. not failure as in not being able to pass. but failure as in not meeting my own lofty standards.

some pple are just getting so irritable. not irritating. but easily irritated. sometimes even i wonder how i control my temper.

i asked this indian sec 2 this morning if he was waiting for someone coz he was like loitering around the space frame. his brilliant reply:

"No, i'm just waiting for someone else."