still no sign of a new phone. sigh..

just watched tong hua music video for the sixth time i think. its just so so so tragic. so sad. i cried again. ah well.

someone lied. about me. but that's okay. sigh.

here's a nice song. it's sad too. makes me wanna break down and cry. sigh.


One Year, Six Months
Yellowcard

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you and things we used to do

still haven't got a new phone.. sigh..

Here is Gone
Goo Goo Dolls

You and I got somethin
But it�s all and then it�s nuthin to me, yeah
And I got my defenses
When it comes through your intentions for me, yeah

And we wake up in the breakdown
With the things we never thought we could be, yeah

I�m not the one who broke you
I�m not the one you should fear
We got to move you darlin
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

I am no solution
To the sound of this pollution in me, yeah
And I was not the answer
So forget you ever thought it was me, yeah

I�m not the one who broke you
I�m not the one you should fear
We got to move you darlin
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

And I don�t need the fallout
Of all the past that�s in between us
And I�m not holding on
And all your lies weren�t enough to keep me here

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling

I know it�s out there
I know it�s out there
And I can feel you falling

I know it�s out there
I know it�s out there
Somehow here is gone, yeah

I know it�s out there
I know it�s out there
Somehow here is gone, yeah

it's over. well. i think i tried my best. i wasn't in really good health. just unfortunate really. had to muck up at the most crucial moment. we have only ourselves to blame but it's too late anyway. for me, there's always next year. but for the guys taking Os, well, i'm sure you all gave it your best shot, in hockey terms, "hard luck guys".

i'm sure royston will agree with me, it's beeen just dead tiring. i was at indoor stadium at 9 am yesterday in preparation for Combine Founder's Day celebration.. 8000 pple to coordinate. well, it was quite an experience running around, running the thing. after that, council still had to go down for OBA dinner at Shangri-la. food wasn't particularly good and i was in this really foul mood coz I LOST MY PHONE!!!! gah.. all those numbers in my phonebook! the only number of a non-relative i can remember is one that i suppose SHOULDN'T mean anything to me anymore. but of course, being the emotional cretin that i am, it still does. dinner lasted till 11 plus and well, then there was this morning's match. anyway, hectic really. i have track & field heats this friday, next tuesday and wednesday. running 100m, 200m, 400m as well as 4 by 100 and 4 by 400 relays. concurrently, i'll be helping out with GEP camp and we're leaving for cruise next wednesday. sigh.

Higher chinese O levels doesn't sound very promising either. i'm one of only 2 pple from my class who still want to take it [i dunno why i still want to actually] and my teacher assures the two of us that we're gonna have to work our socks off. hui hen xin ku de. well, she did add that she's very certain I would pass, just getting A1 or A2 would require lots of hard work, but she thinks i can do it. kevin was told he had to drastically improve his handwriting b4 he could even dream of getting a B. lol. anyway, hope you peeps out there are all well. i'm still sick. and tired.

"Look for me tomorrow and you'll find me a grave man"
Act 3, Scene 1, Romeo & Juliet

well, just relieved i got my a1 for chinese Os. now that's outta the way, have hcl Os to think bout. hockey match against jurongville. we were 3-0 up in 10 minutes so my coach took me off since i'm sick anyway. 5-1 up at half time, it started to pour so the match was postponed. meaningless 27 minutes left to play some other day.

Iris
Goo Goo Dolls

And I�d give up forever to touch you
�cause I know that you feel me somehow
You�re the closest to heaven that i�ll
Ever be
And I don�t want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
�cause sooner or later it�s over
I just don�t want to miss you tonight

And I don�t want the world to see me
�cause I don�t think that they�d
Understand
When everything�s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can�t fight the tears that ain�t
Coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you�re alive

And I don�t want the world to see me
�cause I don�t think that they�d
Understand
When everything�s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don�t want the world to see me
�cause I don�t think that they�d
Understand
When everything�s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don�t want the world to see me
�cause I don�t think that they�d
Understand
When everything�s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am


"look up my friend and see what you want to see. live life as you want it to be."